I often find myself watching TV programs like the biggest Loser and A Year to Save My Life, I don’t necessarily always agree with their methods of rapid weightloss but I do find Solace in listening to people with stories similar to mine.  

I used to shout at the TV when people used to give up and cry because they weren’t succeeding, Id think to myself if I had the opportunity there is no way on this planet I’ve been bawling my eyes out on National Television.

It was so easy to formulate an opinion from my sofa I wasn’t sweating, I wasn’t running until I puked, I wasn’t being shouted at by the TV trainers like on the biggest loser.  

Then you get programs like a Year to Save My Life where somebody gets 12 months with Jessie Pavelka (now there’s a thought). Jesse’s message was a little bit softer it was more getting to the root cause for the obesity more often than not it was a Jessie Pavelka show that had me in tears because you actually saw the emotional battles that people fought against the Bulge.

I would wish longingly for Jessie Pavelka to be knocking my door and offering me the opportunity to spend 12 months with him in my head and on my case, but then that’s for the fortunate few, people who make good television I don’t necessarily think Id make good television but then again who knows.

I have a great deal of respect for the people on the shows they lay themselves bare for everybody to judge, which I’m sure they’re very often do. Believe themselves open to ridicule to people supporting them in excited for them and other people just finding entertainment in them failing.

At least now with my very own Jessie Pavelka the very lovely Pom finish strong Tutt I have the opportunity to Save My own Life because ultimately the saving ends with me . Pom is there for me emotionally supporting me and pushing me shouting at me when he has to he is my very own Jessie Pavelka and I have more respect for him  and I really ever let him know.

So all those years of procrastinating on my sofa what I Shoulda done was join the gym and engaged the services of Pom finish strong Tutt then this blog would have been about my sucess instead ofvmy journey

You could say I wasted time I’d like to think that was the planning stage of my journey and ok it was a long plan but hey it’s a long journey.