These are words that will haunt me to my death. What they should say is one size fits all but only around 10% of you will look any good in it so don’t bloody kid yourself.

You will never be entirely happy with what is in the mirror there is always going to be something you don’t like, that is our way it is what makes us human.

I see myself every day I make a point of standing in front of the mirror and scrutinising what I see. I desperately stare and myself in the noddy trying to see a difference to how I looked when I began.

People find it difficult to believe that I don’t actually see a difference at all. This is because apparently they can. I try to convince myself but I truly believe that no matter what I do the girl staring back at me will always be a fatty.

On the positive side though she will always be a constant reminder of the work I have done and the work I have to do. I truly believe we are what we who we are for a reason and without my weight and insecurities my personality may have been different and I am happy with who I am

So what I am saying is SCREW one size fits all find the size you are happy with and give it a name.

My current state is Plumpcious