Monthly Archives: December 2015

One Size Fits All

These are words that will haunt me to my death. What they should say is one size fits all but only around 10% of you will look any good in it so don’t bloody kid yourself.

You will never be entirely happy with what is in the mirror there is always going to be something you don’t like, that is our way it is what makes us human.

I see myself every day I make a point of standing in front of the mirror and scrutinising what I see. I desperately stare and myself in the noddy trying to see a difference to how I looked when I began.

People find it difficult to believe that I don’t actually see a difference at all. This is because apparently they can. I try to convince myself but I truly believe that no matter what I do the girl staring back at me will always be a fatty.

On the positive side though she will always be a constant reminder of the work I have done and the work I have to do. I truly believe we are what we who we are for a reason and without my weight and insecurities my personality may have been different and I am happy with who I am

So what I am saying is SCREW one size fits all find the size you are happy with and give it a name.

My current state is Plumpcious

 

Knowledge is power

Keeping it interesting and lots of variety is all well and good but I found that knowledge is Power .  I now know thanks to the training of my coach Pom Tutt  and my imageAnytime Fitness door fob I can walk into any one of approx 3000 gyms in 19 counties and know what workout I need to do, what weights and equipment I need to use and how many reps I should be achieving. Pom teaches progressive training and yeah ok it can get a bit boring because you are doing the same excercises but (and this is with no disrespect to my previous trainers) for the first time ever I walk in to the gym know exactly what I should be doing.  That has got to be better than pratting about for 40 minutes and still ending up on the bike, treadmill or cross trainer. Anytime Fitness gyms have a standard format and the basic equipment seems to be the same across the board, that that even when you are not in your home gym it still has a homely feel. As a big girl the strut of having a plan and feeling comfortable in the gym arena is more important than cake… It’s the difference for me between quitting or carrying on… When you put your faith in a coach like my Pom you have to trust that he knows what he’s doing .. I admit sometimes I questioned him , sometimes I’ve nearly cried because I didn’t think I could do it… He has proved his worth by , always having the answer and treating me like a toddler when I’m about to blub with positive reinforcement and the happy clapping of everything is going to be ok . Continue reading